“Journey of Desire”
I started reading this book about a week ago because I realized that there was something missing in my life…something big. I realized that there was nothing on this earth that will satisfy me. No amount of money, no relationship, no wife, no friendship, no amount of kids, no success in my job that will ever fill the emptyness that is in my heart.
So what do I do from here? I know that there is something better, something holier than I can ever imagine. But what do I do until then? How do I continue living knowing that I will never be fully satisified here on earth?
This weekend I came to a solution: do something that I cannot do on my own so that GOD has to deliver me. I’m not sure how and if I’ll stick to this but I’m going to try. I have to. Dispite disappointments, I have to find the life that I’ve been dreaming of. This life was not meant to be. This is not how life is suppose to be. I can’t believe it.