Barely breathing
Today has been one of those days where things started to make sense. My depression is starting to lift. It is by no means gone but it’s getting better. I’m starting to enjoy things more. I had my first good day in a few weeks and it’s very encouraging.
I made many big decisions today. I’ve decided to move onto full-time ministry after I graduate. And during this process, I’ve decided to put marriage asside until after I’ve committed myself to the ministry of the church. If God so has it that I am to be married later on in life, I don’t want it to distract me from what I do now. If this is not what God has planned for me, I’m praying that he’ll lead me to a wife but right now, I want to be satisfied in Him and Him only.
I’m tired of waiting.