Your will, not mine
I’m so frustrated with my major. I’m doing my own individual studies major but it seems like I’m being blocked at every avenue. And I’m not sure if this is God stopping me or Satan trying to prevent me. I look at my desire and this is something that I’ve wanted for so long.
Then I realized that I should ask God to give me his will for this. What is your will Father? What is your desire in this situation? I feel like you don’t want me to take this road. If this is not your will, if this is not your desire, if this not what you have for me and what you have for me is better than what I can imagine with my desire, I ask you, I pleed that you give me your will. Instill your will in my heart. Give me the disernment to know that it is you that wants me to go somewhere else. Give me the light to show your heart. Give me the desire do your will.
I’m on fire when you’re near me…