Linus Soh

This past week, I raised 40% of my total support (a little over $2100). With me running out of people to talk with, I now am faced with one of the most difficult decisions in my life. Do I trust God to provide people and the funds necessary to raise more of my support? Or do I trust God that this is what he had planned and go on part-time staff, take on a part-time job and continue to raise support on the side? Or do I move to a full-time job and completely volunteer?

Within these questions lie more decisions and within those decisions lie more questions.

I’ve never had to wrestle with such a complex decision before.

I’m not sure what I want to do. I’m not sure what God is asking me to do.

The more that I pray, I feel that God tells me that he has a story for me. I’m not sure if that story is just beginning or just ending. But either way, I will need to decide.

I’m praying for wisdom and the bigger picture.

The other side of heaven.