It ends tonight
The middle of February. This is the point when my plans become reality. With less than 6 weeks left until I move out, I’m still looking for a place to live as well as a new job. It seems so surreal…
But, in the mean time, I need to enjoy my life. I’m making new friends, having a great time, getting to know new people. There is much going on and I really should try to get more involved. Maybe I should volunteer somewhere, just to be able to go out of the house. Or perhaps I should take up a new hobby. (I’ve actually contemplated taking up bottle-ship building.) But whatever it is, I want live my life.
There are moments when I just want to go away somewhere. The new song from Augustanta really put it into perspective:
You don’t know me,
And you don’t even care, oh yeah,
She said,
You don’t know me,
And you don’t wear my chains, oh yeah.
She said I think I’ll go to Boston.
I think I’ll start a new life.
I think I’ll start it over, where no one knows my name.
I’ll get out of California, I’m tired of the weather,
I think I’ll get a lover and fly ‘em out to Spain.
I think I’ll go to Boston.
I think that I’m just tired.
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind.
I think I need a sunrise, I’m tired of Sunset,
I hear it’s nice in the summer, some snow would be nice, oh yeah.
Don’t you ever wonder what it would be like to just go where no one knows your name?